Happyville

I'm still a bit sick as of the moment, though I'm feeling energetic for some reasons. hi hi.. Somebody's coming home today and I just can't hide the happiness and excitement in me.anyweiz, I have the biggest girlie-girl crush on Star trek's actor Chris Pine I had the opportunity to watch the movie last Saturday ( probably the reason I got sick, coz of the hot and cold weather) kei, back to the movie, well surprisingly I enjoyed it! I'm not a fan of sci-fi movies so to speak and having Chris Pine as one of the leads made it impossibly interesting. ha ha. (What can I say he's funny and he's oozing with sex appeal!) Yikes..I'm sooo worthy of this fever!

I'm thinking about getting another tattoo most probably @ the upper part of my back, just haven't decided what art I'm gonna use. Thinking of asking my Kuya to draw a pattern for me. Oh well, let's think about that later.


I'm excited to see Em..=)


Will be in Happyville for 5 days starting today!swoosh!

TRUTH ABOUT THE LIES

During a 10 minute conversation, around 60% of people lie.The average person commits 2 to 3 lies in that 10 minutes. Both Men and Women lie about things in the same amount but just about different things. Women to make others feel better and Men to make themselves feel better. WOW!

People often lose trust because of lying, infact it is the number 1 reason of loosing someone else's trust. We all tend to lie because we want to avoid any confrontation being in a bad situation and getting in trouble is never a good idea but to lie to someone to avoid any bad situation is always the band-aid-solution. right?Remember it can stir up the problem but it will never solve it.

I think lies are like dominos, that just with one lie it can knock out the whole relationship, it can limit your future and destroy all the good aspects in your life and everytime you lie you gamble with being caught. But as we all know these lies we commit have their own way to come back and haunt us.

Lying to anybody is as exemplary as to think little of that person. You lie just cause you assume they’d arbitrate for the truth you invented just to redeem yourself. You lie since you conclude they can’t deal with the truth, even if they are more than worthy to know it.Covering-up the truth with a lie is comparable as stepping in a one size smaller shoe. The inside guiltiness shall damage a bit, allowing your feet to have a dangerous draw out expecting they'd turn ginger-like, brimming with callouses, ultimately winding you to a numb, uncontrollable liar.

SUMUSOLO

Ang maling akalang iba ka, yun pala mas malala ka pa sa kanila. Isang masamang panaginip kagabi, binitawan ang lahat lahat ng pinaghirapan at bawat kaligayahan para sayo, Isang walang kwentang tao! Tama na, Tigilan mo na ko. Wag mong guluhin ang aking maayos na mundo. Wag idamay ang nakapaligid sakin at wag lagyan ng malisya ang pagsasama! Kahit pa gaano katamis ay di ko kailangan.Kung galing lang din SAYO, Wag na! Ayoko! Bitiwan mo na ko. Humanap ka ng bagong dadaanan at wag na kong hantayin sa kanto, magkakasakitan at magkakalokohan lang tayo. Kahit pa ako'y sumusolo ayokong sabayan ang anino mo hayaan ng matapos itong misteryong to. Sawang sawa nako sa kasinungalingan at pag papaasa mo! Dyan ka bagay, ikaw ang pumili nyan diba? Kaya kelangan panindigan lalo na't ito'y matagal na naman basta ang gusto ko lang bumitaw kana wag mo ko hilahin pababa kung hindi ihahampas ko sayo tong boteng hawak hawak ko. Isang panaginip lang ang lahat maligaya ako't anjan parin lahat maliban sayo isang di importanteng nakaraan. Wag kang magalala. Malapit na malapit na. Makikita mo.. Lilimutin at pilit iisang tabi ang nakalipas natin! HANGGANG DITO NALANG TO! HINDI NA MULING LILINGON...

Pasensya na sa mga hindi nakakaintindi ng tagalog dahil wala akong balak na isalin ito sa wikang ingles.

IGNITED

****I sometimes miss the comfort of having someone . But I'm getting used to being alone. I've learned to let go. Proud to say I've moved on and that time has made me strong. I screwed up at one point. It's stupid, I know. But life goes on after all. And finally I know what I truly deserve and that is peace of mind and not piece of shit.


Dear Friday,

I've been waiting for you to come close to me and now you're here expect me to hold and cherish every moment we'll have together.

Nweiz, so i wasn't late awooOHMYEFFIN' LIGHTER'S GONA EXPLODE WAAAAAAAAAA .

WANTING YOU

It's been raining ever since I started with my morning shift and I've been late for the past couple of days (talk about bed magnetism). I love it when its raining, when its cold and wet and how it showers unexpectedly .

I always had fondness for rain it is further substantial to me than with anybody else.I guess. While observing the hefty droplets strike my window when I woke up awhile ago I contemplated as to why this could be. Several ideas crossed my mind. Could it be that I am mesmerized by the sweet-sounding-pitter-patter on the housetop while sipping a steaming hot coffee, Is it that I am captivated by the stimulated fragrance of watery land?Or does it reminds me of my childhood where an invigorating shower never ceased to radically dampen the warm, sticky, inconvenient summer? I assumed that all of these are true, Then it abruptly pass off me that on the past days it has rained I mat up like a kid savoring the laziness of a rainy day. The rain gives me an alibi to fall off the appearance of the earth. The rain made me feel whole again…even if for just a temporary moment.

On a lighter note, I was busy taking quizzes on facebook and this result made me smile.

O : has one of the best personalities ever
S : makes people laugh
E : has gorgeous eyes
L : is a very good kisser

O : has one of the best personalities ever
L : is a very good kisser
A : crazy
R : funny
T : a smile to die for
E : has gorgeous eyes

its 3pm, kai bye!

RELAPSING

Relinquish downturn is instantaneously corresponding to broken mirrors. Instantly if you originated from stone, you might be held liable for several other things.Get a hold of these, so that once you choose to take the lunge, you recognize what to work out with the dainty.If you’re dainty, you get the alternative to use up the stairways And stairways, should foresee themselves to be walked on.

random monday

Dear Dysmenorrhea,

How could you attack in a very busy Monday, when I've got tons of work to do and deadlines that should not be missed. I Hate you, you painful menstrual cramp! You should have started a day before today but you were late! you're so stubborn and you're immensely giving me pain during the most hectic day of the week. To feel this excessive pain is the worst thing ever. You suck! So badly and I need you out of my system.QUICK!

Osel

swing swing

First day of the week, the perforation in my heart exhibits itself once again.I expect I’m wrong seeing that I’m commonly right around these things. truth is, the notion of dubiousness constantly agitates each issue I consider asking myself. The current flows too deeply and its eminence is too autocratic for anybody to brush aside. I plead destruction to harm me, testify I'm mistaken and detain me in place firmly, or even with, barely a foot on the ground. I just despise having no dominance all over wherever the spatter is. Its just about beyond all doubt seems like I’m swinging topsy-turvy.

Instances like these, I purely contemplate of fancies that might contribute in placating the combats between my refine and miserable self. Momentary solace just comparable to my safety pill (Exedrine that is..) Still frequently suffering from migraine.It’s just fair that life’s unfair because these happens to anybody..I miss EM, boundlessly.

The truth is not an option

Attracted to compel the sprout forthright

and permit moments decipher the deranged seconds summate into equation

savour the brilliance of your soul

effectuate that the erstwhile

has well passed lacking your comportment

you are desired elsewhere

barbed and sliced the point of time you’ve sailed

to the desiccated sea

the tick shall collapse silently and unavailing

this way is your intimation

I'm prepared because you