SARRY!! ;)

I posted 3 blogs today (including this one) 'cause yeah, I haven't been updating this account..... And I've got tons of postings to do... blame it to micro-blogging (twitter) for I find it way easier to get my opinions across.. ha ha ha.. Hey! tweepzzzters follow me! okai, back... I'm kiddin' I miss you immensely, my Blogspot... I'll be talking to you more often, I promise! So are we good??! I came back, cause I did sign up for this. I can be very talkative and you, I, and everybody knows that Osel needs an outlet where she can say whatever "things" she wants.. ha ha!

Guess what, I have this thing of exploring my thoughts to the extent that even I, get lost in it. ;)

I might be struggling in terms of ideas so to speak or maybe I just want you to have a reasons to stay focused on me, that's why I'm holding back from sharing too much information- YOU'LL BE THE JUDGE.. ;)

OSEL IN SUGARLAND. ;))

Waiting for...

Egg tart addiction..nyumnyumm ;)

Someone who's not afraid of apples, watermelon or strawberries ( because Osel usually smells like watermelon, loves to eat strawberries, and would go for apple over coffee).

Someone who's not scared of wheat bread and would eat the fat part of the meat on my plate (because Osel doesn't eat taba).

Someone who would take me to Thailand just to watch an elephant show.

Someone who would choose a couch over a bed as long as he's beside me. (because Osel finds that very, very sweet).

Someone who will try (even just a little).

Someone who'd fly away from here with me.

Someone who's not scared of getting lost.

Someone who doesn't mind me being flat chested. ( ha ha!)

Someone who won't love someone else.

Someone who thinks being smart is a plus.

Someone who can keep a secret except from me.

Someone who knows me inside-out.

Someone who values loyalty.

Someone whom I haven't even met.

Someone I'm looking forward to meet.

Someone whom I wouldn't want to forget.

Someone...waaaaaaa...okai, I have to go back to work... :)

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We take good care of the things we bought, we keep them clean. Meticulously securing it in a very special place keeping it away from the coins and keys inside our pockets, Setting it apart from other things that needs to be taken care of. Though once it gets dented and perforated again and again, we start to take it for granted not realizing that it was once very important. It has outrun its framework and only executing its purpose, losing its importance and becoming nothing. Just like how we treat people, keep them special, give them assurance that nothing's gonna change but things change,its constant, and yes, it may not be that very moment but sooner or later it will. Just when everything seems to be perfect confusion gets on your way, it's as if all that is happening is just to good to be true and you'll subconsciously start building doubts inside you. Uncertainty is the beginning of hurt whether it be accidentally or intentionally and from that very moment things starts falling.


- Okay, so finally I decided to post this.. I've been having 2nd thoughts of posting this...or not.. I thinks its a failed post to publish..hahahaha..whattamithinkin?! There you go.. Enjoy!

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Inconceivable as it may look like, there are so many people who would risk everything and basically do anything to improve their social status and climb the social ladder. What I cannot comprehend is the fact that attention has become a must-have and a common necessity for almost anybody that they will do anything to have it, to the extent of abusing those who were once close to them. If I'm craving for cheetos, these people craves for a 24/7 attention.

I have been taken for granted at some point. And I'm sorry for being negative or for being so straight to the point, I just want my message to come across and my opinion to matter to those who still care. I can still remember the very reason why I started to be like this, why it became so hard for me to give myself away to anybody, that includes my family, relatives, very close friends, and those who pretend to be one. I'm being more precise about things. I always have been very careful with what I say because I was never born to be an actress, I don't like the attention for all the wrong reason and the drama that comes along with it, but I'm gonna forget about that for a second or two for my opinion counts and indeed being asked for.

We can never avoid these kind of arguments, after all conflicts like these spice up our lives. Though it is comforting to know that what is yours will stay yours no matter what. There are circumstances in our life that we can't avoid, its irritating how someone so dear to you can do the thing that you least expected them to do after everything you've gone through. Let's call it revenge with no "just" basis, that is so bitter, you have to be undercover. I feel sorry for you.

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It breaks my core as love comes to an end.When 2 people no longer feel it, subsequently getting ready for a "big-bang" change.In spite of that I'm all for granting that someone who's worthy of his independence,a roll. There are some who refuses to take all the best things offered to them , and some who can't in defiance of all the clear-cut. Fools like them appears to be seen everywhere with hearts broken and minds unclear. Here's my advice, if you're trying to figure out how all this would end, the same way you wonder how it all perfectly began, if you can't pick a day make it today because you know that's all you've got left to do.


Get in my way and tumble or come aboard my ship.

while browsing the net..

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WANTING.NEEDING.YOU!

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now, tell me when can we be together?...I'll be waiting for you!

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Early and certainly a long day today.

..and I just don’t know where to begin. I am always like this when I am overwhelmed.I am just soooo happy everything is ok now.

Blast from the past:

Back when you were young, you did a lot of crazy things. stupid things that you can do without. Those are the things that you end up paying, for the rest of your life. You fundamentally end up in an unknown darkness that you yourself made and because of some sort of a badly-conducted experiment, you loose yourself.


All about fault-finding and discriminating one another, telling who’s what and who's not.Blustering and raving mad words.Sooo not COOL!

You people have to stop it. It's too tiring.Let each other be.

It doesn’t sound as objective as it should, so don’t get too personal.

There are better ways to resolve things.

I'm just sooo glad the fight is OVER...hihihi..*wink*

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"THE ONLY THING PERMANENT IN THIS WORLD IS CHANGE"

- sooooo they say....

......and we have to deal with it even if its unexpected.


- Osel's moving forward!


..will be in a running mode w/ onet later tonight..

RAINY-DAZED

My legs hurt becoz I haven't been running since it started raining last Tuesday.

I was late for 1 hour and 10 minutes awhile ago 'cause I over slept.

I'm sooo not in the mood to wake-up early, eat breakfast, dress up, and go to work..

I have an excuse to look like a mess..haha..a wet shameful mess..

I'm happy its RAINING...sooo weird isn't it?


Ohhhh, I'm in my lazy mode people..soooo puleeeessse do understand..hahaha..(pulis, oh my!)

Okai.....

Goin back to Sugar Land...talk to y'all soooooon..