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****I sometimes miss the comfort of having someone . But I'm getting used to being alone. I've learned to let go. Proud to say I've moved on and that time has made me strong. I screwed up at one point. It's stupid, I know. But life goes on after all. And finally I know what I truly deserve and that is peace of mind and not piece of shit.


Dear Friday,

I've been waiting for you to come close to me and now you're here expect me to hold and cherish every moment we'll have together.

Nweiz, so i wasn't late awooOHMYEFFIN' LIGHTER'S GONA EXPLODE WAAAAAAAAAA .

WANTING YOU

It's been raining ever since I started with my morning shift and I've been late for the past couple of days (talk about bed magnetism). I love it when its raining, when its cold and wet and how it showers unexpectedly .

I always had fondness for rain it is further substantial to me than with anybody else.I guess. While observing the hefty droplets strike my window when I woke up awhile ago I contemplated as to why this could be. Several ideas crossed my mind. Could it be that I am mesmerized by the sweet-sounding-pitter-patter on the housetop while sipping a steaming hot coffee, Is it that I am captivated by the stimulated fragrance of watery land?Or does it reminds me of my childhood where an invigorating shower never ceased to radically dampen the warm, sticky, inconvenient summer? I assumed that all of these are true, Then it abruptly pass off me that on the past days it has rained I mat up like a kid savoring the laziness of a rainy day. The rain gives me an alibi to fall off the appearance of the earth. The rain made me feel whole again…even if for just a temporary moment.

On a lighter note, I was busy taking quizzes on facebook and this result made me smile.

O : has one of the best personalities ever
S : makes people laugh
E : has gorgeous eyes
L : is a very good kisser

O : has one of the best personalities ever
L : is a very good kisser
A : crazy
R : funny
T : a smile to die for
E : has gorgeous eyes

its 3pm, kai bye!

RELAPSING

Relinquish downturn is instantaneously corresponding to broken mirrors. Instantly if you originated from stone, you might be held liable for several other things.Get a hold of these, so that once you choose to take the lunge, you recognize what to work out with the dainty.If you’re dainty, you get the alternative to use up the stairways And stairways, should foresee themselves to be walked on.

random monday

Dear Dysmenorrhea,

How could you attack in a very busy Monday, when I've got tons of work to do and deadlines that should not be missed. I Hate you, you painful menstrual cramp! You should have started a day before today but you were late! you're so stubborn and you're immensely giving me pain during the most hectic day of the week. To feel this excessive pain is the worst thing ever. You suck! So badly and I need you out of my system.QUICK!

Osel

swing swing

First day of the week, the perforation in my heart exhibits itself once again.I expect I’m wrong seeing that I’m commonly right around these things. truth is, the notion of dubiousness constantly agitates each issue I consider asking myself. The current flows too deeply and its eminence is too autocratic for anybody to brush aside. I plead destruction to harm me, testify I'm mistaken and detain me in place firmly, or even with, barely a foot on the ground. I just despise having no dominance all over wherever the spatter is. Its just about beyond all doubt seems like I’m swinging topsy-turvy.

Instances like these, I purely contemplate of fancies that might contribute in placating the combats between my refine and miserable self. Momentary solace just comparable to my safety pill (Exedrine that is..) Still frequently suffering from migraine.It’s just fair that life’s unfair because these happens to anybody..I miss EM, boundlessly.

The truth is not an option

Attracted to compel the sprout forthright

and permit moments decipher the deranged seconds summate into equation

savour the brilliance of your soul

effectuate that the erstwhile

has well passed lacking your comportment

you are desired elsewhere

barbed and sliced the point of time you’ve sailed

to the desiccated sea

the tick shall collapse silently and unavailing

this way is your intimation

I'm prepared because you

can't-think-can't-write-mode

So i am still in my "can't-think-can't-write" mode..I'm trying so badly to think about anything, just anything that i can post in here. (about happy thoughts and I, becoming desperately insane about it.) I don't know..I've been like this in weeks now and I'm seriously worried, yes! maybe that's it I worry too much with the things that is going on around me that's why i can't focus on the things i opt to do. I don't even think i made sense at all..arghh.. i hate feeling this way, it's like I'm running in circles and i don't know exactly where it ends, like trapped in a box that i can't get out that's how it felt and still feeling at this very moment. I AM SO NOT IN THE MOOD FOR ANYTHING UNLESS IT IS CHANGE WE'RE TALKING ABOUT!

"an hour later" (yeah! believe me..)
ha ha.. This is killing me..I mean, i wrote a research paper about Australian wage law yesterday (C'MON!! that's Australian wage law..) how come i can't write anything about myself and how i've been this past couple more weeks ( I guess..) I'm soo gonna be dead soon..huhu..becoming miserable was never a good thing..it has been more-sleep-less-awake ME and it bothers me nowadays..I've been reading a lot though and yes doing lots of work at the office..I AM PRE-OCCUPIED WITH A LOT OF THINGS. not so good things though.. oh well maybe i just have to bare with it til something good comes up.*sigh*

I think you look gorgeous in this pic leigh! I just have to upload it here.hihi!

I'll be with Tin this Saturday "Embassy-ing" right! so to clear my mind a bit..

still can't think str8..

I am in the state where in basically want to do a lot of things all at the same time, i wanted it so badly that i can't stop thinking about it. I am constantly longing for change, progress, development all those kind of thing. I can't even think of anything to write about and that bugs me. I am effin confused with what I really want to accomplish first.(damn, I cant think of anything to say) I posted some pop art works that I've made yesterday using photoshop. I made those from scratch what i did was watch a video tutorial in youtube and follow the step by step guide in doing pop arts now I badly want to study graphic design..

Cartooney ME!

Pics that reminds me of Archie, Veronica and Josie and the pussycats..

This is lexxi by the way, I was teaching a friend some tricks in photo editing and he happens to be her dadi..

can't imagine i made these by just watching a video..( I'm effin good!)

sleepless and speechless

I made those..hi hi!

After my shift we (me, net, mom and ace) went to MOA yesterday and ate at french baker!



dunno' what this is coz it wasn't mine..

Banana Split

Pesto Pasta

Cordon Bleau

..Yummy..



Bought some makeup at Body shop

and this shirt at people..

I'll go ahead and sleep now, i'll update this for some details the nextym i go online.

UdD@6UG PEARL DRIVE

"DHARMA", to start with, refers to the laws of life, which by its vague definition is characterized on how evidently multifarious things in life truly are. They perpetuate the paradox of transcending visual still images into reality. That is how Armi, Ean, Paul and Carlos got their band's name and often explains their music, having rather of a different kind of music influences that eventuate into a vigorous auditory sensation that allures different types of listeners all across the globe.

UdD @ 6UG

Just wanna share with all of you our fun friday night watching up dharma down live (for the first time) WE HAD A BLAST WATCHIN' THEM, and I am addicted with their MUSIC! This won't definitely be our last. I posted some pictures of the band for everyone.

UdD playing

Armi Millare

More pics

Ean Mayor

Here are some pics of Me and Toffee (both at Buxs and 6UG)