Beats

I super like listening to Owl City, coz their songs make me feel like a little girl playing in the clouds... yikesssss... I miss my childhood, really!

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Oh hai, Monday.. yup-yup even if I only had couple of hours sleep I am still in a very good mood.. why?! its my week long Birthday celebration baby and I could not be happier. ;) (mtg with ops manager for a good 30mins.) oh hey..back! I've got so many things to say awhile ago but I think I lost it in the middle of the meeting..

I saved this as a draft.. I don't think I'll be able to continue this post.. ha ha.. publishing........

GOOD and GONE

I can't believe its Thursday already, I haven't even recovered from you weekend, and now your trying to remind me that you'll be visiting again?! gahhhh, Life! I wonder, what if we have 31 different days?? how is it gonna be like?? *Okay, enough being talkative in your blog or else they might think your like that in person* SARRY.. I am not, in fact I can be in my shut the fcuk up mode in a snap of a finger. So, blogging is necessary for me, for there's a lot of things goin on in my head that I would wanna share. haha. Sometimes I feel like that if my head can only speak, she's gonna be more talkative than anybody I know.. * timesss 10000000*

Osel loves to sing but never ask me on the spot.. I need to prepare and you, you, and you knows that..

Birthday's coming.. I'm turning 23, yeheeey! older and wiser?? I guess sooo.. I believe I'm smart but not geeky-smart-kind-of-thing. Yayyy.. I can't wait to PARTEEEEYYYYY!!!

Mostly, I can't wait to spend my birthday with the people I love the most and whom loves me back!! I love you guyssss and you know that!! As in this big!!! *facial reaction with hand action*

How do you get invited to be a member of Lookbook.nu?? Welpzzz!! Anyboooobody?!!

I went out for dinner last night @ Sizzlin' Pepper Steak (Mantrade)

Food was good (Somehow) though the Steak wasn't very tender (Attention: People, don't call it tenderloin if its not tender cause Osel will speak up, if she needs to!ha ha).

The not so tender, Tenderloin Steak. ;)

Also, it's a bit expensive that I would rather eat my favorite steak @ Snackaroo. (less expensive and bigger! Real nyomnyomm!)

The fries was good though... with melted mozarella cheese and gravy (I think.) That's 3 stars for you!

Fries. nyumnyum. ;)

I was kind of depressed when I got home. (I dunno what the hell happened! seriously!)

Leavin' me clueless and confused.

So, I cried. Thanks to some friends who comforted me.

Instead of crying, I decided to take pictures of my new babies (uploading SOME pictures here!)

From People are People

From Donat (early bday gift!yey!)

I think this one is from SM (dept. store)

Syrup by People are People

Shoe Salon (I forgot the brand.)

Figlia (low cut boots)

From Figlia (again)

...and my chucks screaming to be washed.. (sarry!)

I was gonna take pictures of my other babiesss, but then again, I'm human and I can fall asleep anytime... ha ha ha!

“Is this goodbye? Maybe for now. Not forever, I hope. You’re special. You have taught me lots of things. You have always made me think. You were not one of those ordinary guys. You had and still have a great meaning in my life. And I don’t think it’s right to just throw you away like you never happened. Because you did happen. It just didn’t work out no matter how hard we both tried. Why don’t we try to listen and follow what Fate will bring us, this time? Let’s just wait for Fate to bring back what we had whenever Fate thinks it’s the right time. Agree?”
-via followandreblog

between sin and bliss

amidst all the negative energy I’m absorbing right now, thank you for (unconsciously) giving me a pinch of positivity. you are my (illegal) happy thought.

HOW DO YOU UPLOAD A MUSIC HERE?

All alone in an empty room
nothing left but the memories of when I had my best frIend
I don't know how we ended up here
I don't know but it's never been so clear
We made a mistake, dear.
And I see the broken glass in front of me
I see your shadow hanging over me
and your face, I can see...

Through the trees
I will find you;
I will heal the ruins left inside you
cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
until I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees

I remember how we used to talk
about the places we would go when we were off
and all that we were gonna find.
And I remember our seeds grow
and how you cried when you saw
the first leaves show.
The love was pouring from your eyes.

So can you see
the branches hanging over me?
Can you see
the love you left inside of me?
in my face
can you see?

Through the trees
I will find you;
I will heal the ruins left inside you.
Cuz I'm still here breathing now
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
until I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees.

Cuz you're not coming back
And you're not coming back
No-oo.. No-oo.. No
You're not coming back...
You're not coming back...

Take my breath as your own
Take my eyes to guide you home

Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here...

Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here..

Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here..

But you're not coming back.
And you're not coming back.
Cuz you're not coming back
until I'm set free
Go quiet through the trees.

uh ohh..

Overwhelmed..Needs to practice people skills..

Hidden Anger

So where do I start?...it has been a hell-of-a-day and it's a FRIDAY. (my favorite day) funny and i wanna cry..(enough of the fragmented sentences already Osel!).

Well yeah, I'm almost close to hating this day. For starters, I've interviewed applicants for the past couple of hours (or so) and I can't effin think of a good reason whaaaaaa*&^)*&*^%&%*&*() .. FCUK.. leaving the decision to me.. AGAIN!! whatta whaatta whattaaa LIFE?!

Don't even ask me to spell toxic and refer it to yourself...Go and plant your kamote farmer!!!

Another thing, ship is sinking coz "YOU=5" means going down.. sorry for being this pissed, I'm only human and that is what you need to understand. So if your up for some fault finding of some sort let me know or better yet look at the mirror. I don't have any problem with how I present myself more that I don't care how I am being perceived. Feel free to judge me in whatever way possible, just how you like it. I'm up for giving you what you want if that's what makes you happy after all it's none of my ***damned business.. YOU SUCK and YOU SUCK BIGTYM.. are you even aware of that?? You and your Mickey mouse friend.........

Here are some tips for you Ms. Piggy:

First, DIET. that's DIE with a T for you.
Invest on clothes rather food.
Look at the mirror. (because I said sooo!)
Pay close attention to yourself and not with others. (love yourself, Darling)
Curlsss for your Hair if you really wanna be like me.

and of course STOP judging other people. ( coz that's just nasty! remember the mirror thingy)

Note:

Me pissed off = 1 bag of cheetos (cheddar cheese flavoured ones)

So, I am expecting 1 from you....kai, bye!


back to interviewer's seat..........................

SARRY!! ;)

I posted 3 blogs today (including this one) 'cause yeah, I haven't been updating this account..... And I've got tons of postings to do... blame it to micro-blogging (twitter) for I find it way easier to get my opinions across.. ha ha ha.. Hey! tweepzzzters follow me! okai, back... I'm kiddin' I miss you immensely, my Blogspot... I'll be talking to you more often, I promise! So are we good??! I came back, cause I did sign up for this. I can be very talkative and you, I, and everybody knows that Osel needs an outlet where she can say whatever "things" she wants.. ha ha!

Guess what, I have this thing of exploring my thoughts to the extent that even I, get lost in it. ;)

I might be struggling in terms of ideas so to speak or maybe I just want you to have a reasons to stay focused on me, that's why I'm holding back from sharing too much information- YOU'LL BE THE JUDGE.. ;)

OSEL IN SUGARLAND. ;))

Waiting for...

Egg tart addiction..nyumnyumm ;)

Someone who's not afraid of apples, watermelon or strawberries ( because Osel usually smells like watermelon, loves to eat strawberries, and would go for apple over coffee).

Someone who's not scared of wheat bread and would eat the fat part of the meat on my plate (because Osel doesn't eat taba).

Someone who would take me to Thailand just to watch an elephant show.

Someone who would choose a couch over a bed as long as he's beside me. (because Osel finds that very, very sweet).

Someone who will try (even just a little).

Someone who'd fly away from here with me.

Someone who's not scared of getting lost.

Someone who doesn't mind me being flat chested. ( ha ha!)

Someone who won't love someone else.

Someone who thinks being smart is a plus.

Someone who can keep a secret except from me.

Someone who knows me inside-out.

Someone who values loyalty.

Someone whom I haven't even met.

Someone I'm looking forward to meet.

Someone whom I wouldn't want to forget.

Someone...waaaaaaa...okai, I have to go back to work... :)

Bad Post

We take good care of the things we bought, we keep them clean. Meticulously securing it in a very special place keeping it away from the coins and keys inside our pockets, Setting it apart from other things that needs to be taken care of. Though once it gets dented and perforated again and again, we start to take it for granted not realizing that it was once very important. It has outrun its framework and only executing its purpose, losing its importance and becoming nothing. Just like how we treat people, keep them special, give them assurance that nothing's gonna change but things change,its constant, and yes, it may not be that very moment but sooner or later it will. Just when everything seems to be perfect confusion gets on your way, it's as if all that is happening is just to good to be true and you'll subconsciously start building doubts inside you. Uncertainty is the beginning of hurt whether it be accidentally or intentionally and from that very moment things starts falling.


- Okay, so finally I decided to post this.. I've been having 2nd thoughts of posting this...or not.. I thinks its a failed post to publish..hahahaha..whattamithinkin?! There you go.. Enjoy!